Currently Listening Anthem By Less Than Jake see related

I'm Keeping Xanga Fresh

So summer so far has been cool and yet more stressful than last summer. I'm cool with becoming a senior now and pretty ready for the next and final school year at wyoming park. I'm still searching for a cool girl to hang out with, but still very content with my friends, although we don't always see eye to eye. At the moment Eric is at his cottage, Andrew and Mitch are at band camp, Brandon is working until 8, and Josh and Sean are probally working or doing their own thing.

I miss growing up and experiencing new things. Everything I do nowadays are the same as before, and I can pretty much guess what is going to happen tomorrow and be dead on. I don't like that. I want suspense, uneasiness, and surprise.

Until than keep on living.

Currently Listening Are You Experienced By The Jimi Hendrix Experience see related

Things will get better...

Thats what I keep telling myself. I'm officially working 5 days a week. I'm waiting for the sun to shine again. I'm sick of this weather shit. Nice or bad, dont tease me. I wonder if anyone reads this stuff anymore. Oh, by the way...fuck snow plows. they'll fucking come after you.

Summer, take away my pain.

Currently Listening Morning View By Incubus Echo see related

Looking Forward To Spring.

All I really have right now is the hope that spring time comes fast. I'm sick of this winter stuff. I need some sunlight to comfort me.

School also starts tomorrow, exams are going to suck pretty bad, hopefully they're not as bad as I think they'll be. I'll be switching over to intergraded Algebra 2. I hate Mrs. Holden, enough said...

Break was pretty sweet, had some crazy times. It went by a little too quick though, now I look to spring break for more fun.

Peace.

Currently Listening Room for Squares By John Mayer St. Patricks Day see related

Here Comes A Cold.

My routine isn't cutting it anymore. I'm going to try to settle down with my current lifestyle. I miss hanging out in the neighborhoods and having fun doing nothing.

I guess what it really comes down to, is I have to find a way to be comfertable again.

I'm constantly searching for something. I'm sick of being let down by my own hopes and thoughts. Nothing is really coming together, I'm still at the same place I started.

Things start to loose luster after awhile.

But until then I'll keep looking.

Currently Listening Heavier Things By John Mayer see related

Call me a Liar.

So much for last entry. heh.

Well, life is going. But not really going anywhere.

The things I'm looking forward to:

Minor Adjustment show on the 29th
John Mayer Concert in Febuary
Brandon working with me at autowares
Summer

I need to find a love intrest. Sometimes it sucks to be alone.